I know, christmas might be one giant corporate hypnosham beamed out by lizard overlords to slap us plebs into unconsciousness, but still.

But why? What kind of idot designs a planet like that?

Pain and discomfort, paradoxically, is often the reward of success.

Even though you feel like total arse and that you’re on this perpetual downswing when you pull back it appears, aha, nay sire, pain is but an illusion. Got to train the brain that it's ok to make mistakes and fail, over and over. Love this more zoomed out tracking approach I started taking about 15 months ago. Can we please just put this shite in the curriculum next time please Miss?Īnother positive. You have to learn a hundred different things (cheats) if you’ve only ever known processed crap and that alone can be a long, tedious and exhausting process of trial and error. Just another 3-6 months and I reckon I’ll have cracked this no sugar lark for good. That said, this is also categorically my best year diet wise. I have to keep refocusing on my health over and over and it’s so annoying. It’s just the physical grind I can’t handle, still. Nobody needs money more than I do right now either so I am fully financially incentivised too. So on the theory, enjoyment, motivation front I’m good. Twatting about at 2nlz was a very useful exercise in loosening up my game and opened my eyes up to the sheer amount of opportunity out there even in fish packed games. I think I'm playing better than I ever have. But we are set back about 2/3 months which is quite frustrating.Ĭan't complain results wise. Seems to be clearing up recently so been slowly building hands/day again. i just couldn’t play through the burn man. So.unfortunately the wheels fell right off in October after that good run due to an unrelated neck injury.

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